Here I sit on the train listening to a podcast by Adam Curry.
I have so many ideas, things to do, things I want to do, and it's just
incredibly frustrating. I've been here in the Bay Area long enough to know that
you can realize your dreams - if you just stay up till 3am , coding, composing, writing,
or whatever. If you are a dad like me who walks home from the train, hugs the kids
and wife, then putters around on the computer for a few hours before
getting guilty and sloughing off to sleep - only to do the same thing the next day - things are much more difficult.
My challenge is not coming up with great ideas, or being smart enough to bring them
into reality, its just having the stinking time to do ... anything.
With that in mind, I'm sitting here on the train thinking about what to focus on.
I have an idea for a great game - and for helping create a community for Laszlo, and
for a plethora of other interesting things. And it's great to see a meme
evolving. I came up with an idea to bring together podcasting and geocaching - and Adam Curry mentioned it on his podcast a while back (coool!) and now other people are
taking the idea and evolving it further with concept of having hotels or
travel agencies offer a podcast of all the places you might visit on some planned journey.
Gosh - time time time! Where to get time. Time to play video games, time to spend with kids, time to think about great big ideas, time to meet with cool people, time to think, pray, sleep, eat, love. Time is my enemy, friend, partner and adversary.
What to do? My only choice is to focus. Get the scattered sunbeams focused into a tight point of light, and burn your initials on that dead leaf like you did as a kid with a magnifying glass. Eliminate everything thats a distraction or sucks away valuable time.
Find something to go deep with - to take to completion.
Okayyy, you're saying. He's finally lost it. Posting this long rambling blog post about what? Time, ideas, focusing. Well, go ahead and skip on to the next newsfeed or link, for me this is helping me figure out where to take my life, career, whatever.
Back to reality. This week I'm kicking off planning of my 2d
laszlo-based zelda-style mmorpg/chat app. Look for a prototype in the next few weeks.